I totally understand depressed and antisocial. Sometimes that's the only way its going to work out...

As for birthdays, just remember:it's better than the alternative (being dead). It's just a number, means nothing and, if you're lucky, there's cake.

Now to cheer you up, I offer you this. If it somehow inspires a drabble, all the better. If not, hopefully it will make you smile just a little.
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