I'm sort of extremely happy that you're using the 'song' icon in conjunction with this fanfic.

That makes me happy! I've even constructed a kind of story around it, that the image in the icon is from a bit in the future, a time when things are going much better for John, and he can just...enjoy music again. So it's inspirational!

And how you *pointedly* don't mention John loving Rodney back.

Oh, but he does, though! I really think he does. Because I need, for myself, to write a happy ending!

But anyway, I'm really glad you like it, angst and all.