Last night I had possibly the most disturbing dream
ever. In it, I was lying in bed, drifting between being awake and asleep, my eyes half-closed, a pale bit of moonlight drifting in through the hideously ugly curtains. (Sadly, those are real and not part of the nightmare.) I had my hands tucked under the covers and was just drifting off to sleep when suddenly a HALF-DOZEN RATS scampered up over my body, right over my hands, under my chin, and down behind the other side of the bed. I yelped and started out of bed--only I was really awake now, yelping and starting out of bed. The line between dream and reality was so thin that I had to go hide in the bathroom for fifteen minutes before I was calm enough to spend any concerted time in the bedroom. Even now, I think I’d be half-convinced that I’d momentarily enacted out a choice scene from
1984 were it not for the fact that there
is no space between my bed and the wall--nowhere for them to have gone. This was small comfort, especially at three o’clock in the morning.
So I got up and wrote more pony!fic, and also a few other comment ficlets that I’m going to clean up and post later. But first, I have to tell you about the
three other dreams I had before the rats one--busy night last night, eh, subconscious?
First I dreamt that I was on LiveJournal, and all of you were convinced that I was dead. (Um, I’m not, by the way. Just clarifying: this post? Does not come from beyond the grave. It comes from Ireland.) Rather than do something sensible like log on and post a helpful HI! STILL ALIVE! or even a NOT DEAD--PINING FOR THE FJORDS! I just sat there, helplessly wringing my hands. So, yeah: dream me? Not too bright.
Then I dreamt that I was having a discussion with my father in which he was telling me something important about my brother, Daniel. Only about halfway through he stopped talking about Daniel my bother and started talking about Daniel Jackson and how his love for Jack O’Neill was so pure OMG! And I was like, jeeze, that isn’t even my fandom, get a clue, pops!
( And then I had this really disturbing and sexually explicit dream about Ford )So, yeah. My brain is weird.
Now, I was going to post a couple of dream-themed songs, but then I remembered that I made a
Sandman mix a while ago--for
monanotlisa, I think? And I never sent it to you? (I’m sorry!) Well, anyway: in that case, I figure there’s no reason why anybody who wants it shouldn’t get to enjoy it, especially after sitting through all this blather. So here it is:
A Handful of Dust - A Sandman Mix( Tracklist ).zip file OMG, this took sooooooo long to upload. *hates yousendit*backup .zip
2nd backup .zip because I have to go to bed soon. *gulp*
Please let me know what you think! Or, y’know, when the file needs to be refreshed.
Oh yeah, and feel free to Freud me. *g*
ETA: Also, look at the AWESOME ICON
siriaeve made me! Because JOHN IS THE CHOSEN ONE!!!