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[trinityofone]

God, there is nothing I hate more than waiting. I have a very clear list of goals for myself for tomorrow, but that doesn't help me tonight, nor does it stop me from feeling emotionally in limbo. Why can't I have a clean break? I already feel like I don't live here anymore; I just want to be back in L.A. and have it be done.

Gah. Distractions? Please?

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[randomeliza.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know how hard transitions are. I don't deal with change well AT ALL. It sucks. But picking up and starting afresh, or going back to a place you haven't been in a while, makes you appreciate everything you've got more. You don't want a clean break, believe me. When you've left part of you somewhere, it just makes certain that you come back to retrieve it. And that "emotionally in limbo" thing is only appropriate for being physically in transit - once you get to where you're going, it'll stop. For now, go find someplace quiet and very, very Irish to sit, and soak in the last of your time in that wonderful place. Alternately, find some really good porn. Hey, it always helps me... *g*

[trinityofone.livejournal.com]

No, you're right. Tomorrow, I want to make a point of taking a walk in Merrion Square. That should be good. I love it there.

But I'm looking forward to being safely on the plane--and even more, to getting off.

[randomeliza.livejournal.com]

But I'm looking forward to being safely on the plane--and even more, to getting off.

Being on the plane about to come home always freaks me out a little bit. Any turbulence there is, I always find myself saying over and over again, "Oh God, please let me make it there alive!" I'm such a bad flyer.

*hugs*